Wednesday, December 24, 2008

selamat hari krismas...

aku mengucapkan selamat menyambut hari krismas kepada semua rakyat malaysia..tima kaseh...

Monday, December 1, 2008

1st month...

I try to upload some of the photos that i've been taken for this month..looks like the line ain't so free..there's been raining for quite few days..some places had been struck by flood, even two kids had died upon this catastrophe. One in tanah merah another in melor. It is their time i guess..
So guys, dont let your child get too excited swimming or playing that unhealthy water..

Well anyway, I'm still cursing the net..Why so lembab ni..?? Looks like i had to wait forever to update some of my materials here..

Ahh..damn Pak Lah...!!...(kenapa tiba-tiba damn pak lah nih??)

hahaha............

Until next time dude!!........

Sunday, November 2, 2008

My New Dimension..!!




Last night 02/11/2008 (4 zulkaedah) my baby was born at HRPZ 11 at 9.04pm, weighing 3.5kg..



Thank God everything is ok and i just can't simply hide my tears ..The experience were quite unbelievable..quite tough..For me..

Thank God I was at her side (my Wife) almost all the time. I'm encouraging all husband in the world to witness the greatness of Allah before their eyes on the miracle of deliveries.

The room was full with white uniformed people, but it was fully empty for me..As the time walked slowly, the space was shifted from place to place, the air was so thin, and I was clueless..

Welcome to the new world my baby..The world has everything to offer to you..waiting for you to grab it dear,May god bless the three of us..


Alhamdulillah..

Friday, October 31, 2008

A point to ponder..

still looking for something..My ration is running low..
ahh!! damn the man..
what else matters the most..??
I know someday, some where somebody or anybody..
Will clear a pathway,
For me to swept away my sorrow.

Negate..
To same old friggin' society,
Damn this society,
No room for remorse..
Better be careful.
Somebody dead on their bank statements,

So RECONCILE boy..!!
Don't waste it..
regret is not an option

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Spectrum of Truth

Spectrum is defined "bands of colour or sound forming a series according to their wavelengths;entire range of idea" (Kamus dwibahasa Oxford Fajar) meanwhile Truth is "sesuatu yang benar or kebenaran"

What is right and what is wrong had been ruled out by God..But sometimes human (we) were creating a new right and a new wrong according to our perception and self tought..This is not new to our society in fact this social illness had widespread for years..

I really dissappointed..

In what occassion i will write later..



Saturday, October 25, 2008

F**k the system




There's a darkening sky before me.
There's no time to prepare.
Salvage a lost horizon
But no regrets from me.
Maybe i'll be back some other day.
To live again, just who can say.
In what shape or form that i might be.
Just another chance for me.

A hurried time, no disgrace,
instead of racing to conclusion,
wishing all my life away,
no-one can stop me now.
Time is up, it couldn't last,
but there's more things i'd like to do,
i'm coming back,to try again,
some day maybe i'll wait till then...

No More Lies.....

They're all sitting at my table.
Talking tall and drinking wine.
Their time is up just like me
but They just don't know it yet.
So just a word of warning
When you're in your deepest dreams.
There's nothing you can hide from.
I've got my eye on you.
The clock is fast. The hour is near.
Eventful past is everclear.My life is set.
The time is here.I think i'm coming home...

No More Lies....

A hurried time, no disgrace,
instead of racing to conclusion,
wishing all your life away,
no-one can stop me now.
Time is up, it couldn't last,
but there's more things i have to do,
i'm coming back,to try again,
don't tell me that this is the end...

No More Lies.........

Iron Maiden

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

keep holding on..

Another shitty day in my life thinking about my fucked up situation after 8 days doing nothing. I remember a pepatah "where there is a will, there is way"..yes there are many ways but should i just run towards nothing?..hehehe..There must be a reason, Einstein!!..

To all my friends thanks for showing your concern.. I appreciated it!..

To ayeh Jabarowon Good luck on your wedding plans, hope it will works,

and to ayeh CNI sorry for not turning up for the meeting last night because something came up and I had no choice at all..But there always be another time..Right..??

To mat cah thanks for calling..it means a lot..Especially in times like this.

To Zamil.hahaha, keep on working as engkulibantok there.. You are indeed a backbone to the company..Don't quit until you get quitted..??(Sounds weird..isn't it?) Anyway, the point is don't give up until you got another job..hehehe

To Ikhwan SuckOnAnything good luck on your andaman business..I believe you will be making a big bucks sooner or later. It is just a matter of time.

To the Great Roll Of Dewan Beta, hope you not babak ikutser anymore..It is time to settle down now..Do not idolised Mat Chah..(some say he got Premature Ejaculation) hihihi...

To amir Samiri Of RHB, I don't want to comment on your Vespa..

To madame N..Put yer money where yer mouth is!!...

Khhhaaaiiikkkk........tuiHHHHhhh!!!

Monday, October 20, 2008

shit is all over my head!!

What a striking day today after hearing the word of madame N that is all about firing 3 staff at my office..to make the shit stinkier my name is also in the list...how fucked up i am..my wife is pregnant,my son is going to cry his first song,expenses going to be increase,...but i'm getting fired from my job...today 15/10/2008 is not a ressurruction day yet, but for me, i felt like having a little one..but it is fine..not blaming anyone..it was fated to be like this..it is was meant to be this way..important thing is i had to keep going and going as long as there is breath in my lungs..petrol price is decreasing for third time..but who is really benefited from this??yeah customers..but on the petrol only...not its chain reaction of price of other foods..inflation is still going up fools!!

i have to be patience..patience..but for how long..as long as i could..but could i?? I dont know..don't tell me..you dont know a thing about me..!!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

cina tak jahat,melayu tak jahat,india tak jahat..."Orang" tu jahat..

rac·ism Pronunciation[rey-siz-uhm]
–noun



1.a belief or doctrine that inherent differences among the various human races determine cultural or individual achievement, usually involving the idea that one's own race is superior and has the right to rule others.


2.a policy, system of government, etc., based upon or fostering such a doctrine; discrimination.


3.hatred or intolerance of another race or other races.


[Origin: 1865–70; <>race2, -ism] —Related forms


racist, noun, adjective


Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1)Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006







Aku sedih la sekarang ni ramai sangat orang dok berbijak pandai pasal races ni..bangsa ni jahat,bangsa tu kurang ajar, bangsa ni malas, bangsa tu menipu...Apa nih?? Main pukul rata jer atas sesuatu bangsa..



Di kampung aku terdapat puluhan keluarga cina hidup sederhana bersama-sama dengan keluarga melayu..Dari seawal aku celik mata hingga sekarang..Kehidupan normal macam biasa..ada cina yang menoreh getah, jadi tukang jahit, petani, penjawat awam, nurse, promoter di pasaraya, tukang rumah, tok dalang wayang kulit, pengusahasa kedai kopi dan macam macam lagi..apa yang diorang perlu..? Bagi mereka (dan juga kita) asalkan dapat cari makan dan hidup aman cukuplah.. Yang jadi masalah apabila sampai peringkat tamak dan tak pernah cukup dengan apa yang ada..kuat berusaha hal lain, tp kalau kuat berusaha dengan tidak mengira hak orang lain pun kita nak tibai itu yang buat sistem apa sekalipun gagal..



Berbalik kepada penduduk cina tempat aku tadi..aku bukan nak ampu mana2 pihak, tp mengikut pengamatan aku sendiri lah, aku betul-betul respect kat cina kampung aku ni..sebab apa..??sebab diorang pun respect orang melayu. Ibu aku seorang penoreh getah. kebun getah ibu aku dan cina berdekatan. Tapi kalau bulan puasa seperti sekarang ni, kaum cina tak akan makan minum atau hisap rokok depan melayu time bersembang sambil2 rehat. Padahal kita kadang-kadang tak kisah pun. Tapi tu lah kalau kita suruh dia makan atau hisap rokok pun dia tak nak.



Melayu pun kalau jenis orang baik, baik lah perangainya, kalau huduh, huduh jugak..Kalau jenis suka mencuri, habis harta benda orang dia ambil..Jangan lah kecoh sangat pasal bangsa ni..



Kepada semua ahli Umno terutama kawasan bukit bendera nuh!! Wei, bukan cina aje menumpang kat malaysia ni,melayu, India dan lain lain bangsa pun menumpang lah.."Ni bumi kena kasi tau sikit kat lu aa..ini bumi tuhan munya mukan tunku abdul rahman munya,bukan, Tun Sambanthan munya dan bukan tun tan Cheng Lock munya..Bumi ini tuhan munya.. Apa la punya melayu..talak pegi masjid dengar itu tuk guru baca kitab ka?? Boloh punya olang."



Kepada pejuang gagasan pemikiran nasionalisme melayu, hentikanlah. Fikirlah macamana nak ubati penyakit anak malaysia dulu..





Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Islam Hadhari




Ku Cari Damai Abadi

Aku cari bukan harta bertimbun-timbun,
Untuk hidup kaya,
Aku cari bukan wang berjuta-juta,
Untuk hidup bergaya,
Aku cari bukan kawan-kawan,
Untuk hidup sekadar berfoya-foya,
Aku cari mana dia Al-Ghazali,
Aku cari mana dia Al-Shafie,
Kita bongkar rahsia kitab suci,
Cari pedoman
Kita bongkar rahsia sunnah nabi
Cari panduan
Aku hidup kerana Dia Rabbi
Dialah teman
Dialah wali
Dia mencukupi
Aku hidup bererti
Menikmati damai abadi


Nukilan: Dato Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi 2004

Puisi itu diterjemahkan ke dalam bahasa Rusia oleh Dr. Victor A. Pogadaev, Profesor Madya Universiti Malaya.
Diambil daripada "http://ms.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sajak_Ku_Cari_Damai_Abadi"


Sungguh cantik sajak ni..Tapi sayang, Penulisnya sekarang sudah kurang berkarya mungkin disebabkan kesuntukan masa agaknya.. hehe..ataupun dah jumpa semua tu..

However, Good Luck on Permatang pauh to all candidates!!

Monday, July 28, 2008

A Fresh New Day

Hello. I AM HAPPY...I had to admit that. Happiness. Sometimes we need a reason to be happy but sometimes we dont have to. But i got a reason this time.

Happiness is attributed by several factors. Some might say it is money that make them happy. And for others, health is the most key factor in reaching happiness. Some people happy bacause they had a great job and responsibility, or had many children, or had many friends and so on so forth. These all factor are true to our own perceptions but happiness cannot be associated directly to wealth or anything close to other monetary terms in our life. Happiness cannot stand on one single factor.To the extent It only representing just a certain percentage contributing to the happiness. The combination of "some of that and some of these" make the happiness combination perfect. Not so much and not so less. Right in the middle.

You got job, you're healthy(even if you are not 100m olympic athlete),you had a lovely couple, own a small car, got some trusted friends, got some time to spend on family friends, got some money to fed your family...So that's it..you're happy, aren't you?
I am a kind of person who got 'a-little-bit-of-these-and-that' of what i just said above. Meaning that I'm happy. But that is not the issue here. I want to say that i'm a lot more happier now. Why?

I am feeling a little bit happier today because a doctor who treat my wife said that i'm gonna have a little boy soon...Whhhaattt!!!??? A little boy?? Hahaha.. I'm gonna be superdad in this coming november..So now I am not just a kind of person who got 'a-little-bit-of-these-and-that' but I am a kind of person who got 'a-little-bit-of-these-and-that' going to GET A LITTLE BOY SOON..

I'm not sure what this new feeling inside of me. But I can say today is the most happiest day of my life. The air is so breezy and the feeling is so damn great.

A Fresh New Day....

Monday, July 21, 2008

Title?..I Dont know. You tell me!

"PM Recently the Star reported "Budget to help reduce burden". The burden is of course the high cost (40 per cent increase) of oil which has triggered off an inflationary process with increases in the cost of everything. Since the withdrawal of Government subsidy for oil and the resultant "burden" on the people the Government has been announcing numerous measures to lighten the burden. Mostly they take the form of rebates, reduced taxes and cutbacks.
The idea to withdraw the subsidy is of course to save Government money. But giving money back in one form or another would reduce the savings. If it is really substantial then would it not be better if the Government simply reduce the price increase of oil from 40 per cent to 30 per cent? Better still, since Petronas' contribution to Government revenue is so big, why not reduce the price of oil further maybe to a 10 per cent increase and then gradually increase it. This would give people time to make adjustments. And maybe the wages and salaries can be adjusted upwards stage by stage. If the Government really wants to reduce the burden of the people caused by the price of oil, it should really look at the whole economy and seek ways and means to reduce the burden, not piecemeal but in a comprehensive way. Sorry. I know I am not in the Government, not even in UMNO. "
- Chedet.com.my


This article was posted by Tun Dr Mahathir via his blog and his citizen-friendly opinion is highly appreciated since so many people in umno and barisan nasional prefer not to do so. I'm not going to interpret the stupidness and the arrogance of Umno & BN leaders but as far as i concern since the petrol hikes recently announced my life and everybody else's is getting worsen and continuingly worsen. This scenario which so-called as "reduce government burden on long term basis" is practically save some parties but in the other hand ruining the other party. I dont know how they justify their act just by giving rebate (for some people they call it Gula-gula) for certain amount. Maybe it helpful or maybe its not! I dont know. You tell me!

How can we manage to face such a big and enourmous hikes in order to survive. Some of the intelectual in government said we have to change our lifestyle, cut our spending, prioritised consumption etc etc.For those who have a high paying job they will have to forgone some luxurious expenses. But its okay since they still can afford to have 3 times per day meals. But for those who have small income can they cut 2 small meals into 1 or none? We the rakyat in the grassroots here is not worried about our shopping, expensive clothes, golf club fees, second or third car, but basic food to fed our family. We are angry because some people in the mercedes or perdana v6 (on the people's money of petrol) didn't realize that not all people are lucky to have their spending paid by government (rakyat actually). On the small amount of income we get, we have to manage by ourself on many things given that we also have to face a chain reactions resulted by the petrol price increases. It's like fighting a fierce monster lonely by our hand got tied to our back and blinfolded. Can you? I dont know. You tell me!

Petrol is very important nowadays and almost all commodity price in this country have a direct relationship with its price. Considering we cannot stop the price from increasing worldwide, I believe,we still can make something within our capability to fix this up instead of what were doing now. I dont know what should be done, but I believe and make believe that somebody, or someone, will come out and suggest a solution to this matter on a ground of "for the sake of people". For now I still optimist, but i dont know for how long. I stayed optimist even though some people say this scenario leads a percentage of crime cases increment, I still optimist because some other people said this price hikes is temporary events and it will ends soon, I still optimist while my petrol expenses increase 40% plus 10%-20% increase of Other goods expenses. But for how long most of malaysian can have this kind of patience? I dont know. You tell me!

While most of malaysian foods and item increase, our income had not increase yet. There are increment of civil servants' salary last year but I'm not talking about that actually. I'm talking about real money. Some people in economics they call it purchase power. If money income stays the same, but the price level increases, the purchasing power of that income falls. Inflation does always imply falling purchasing power of one's real income, since one's money income may not rise faster than inflation. Were your income rise faster than inflation? I dont know. You tell me!

Enough for the confusing facts and figures above. A few month ago, I was amazed by a posters hanged along the street which they were saying "selamat, aman, makmur" and a waving figure of a person that very influential in our country beside that promising word. I felt save, peace, and a little prosperity even though "tak dok pitih sen hanjing" pun at that times. I dont really care this much. I was saying to myself maybe this government can make some differences afterwards. How cruel the inflation or deflation can occured in our country these people could come out with special formula to help the people. It always did before. It used to be that way. People always first. But after few months I doubted it and dont really believe what I was saying to myself before. I think maybe now thyre practising 'people last' policy. Are we not in "selamat, aman, makmur" anymore? I dont know. You tell me!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

choices..

It is easy to say "let the bygone be bygone". But sometimes it is good to turn around and have a few moment in your day to regret what you have done in your past. It is not to put your spiritually or morally down but to emphasize the power of choices which we all had in our hand.

Imagine if we had done something terrible in our younger life, sometimes it is best to say "yang lepas tu, lepaslah" but for some other times it is good to ponder back and stand for a choices that we can make it up by choosing a path that we will never regret anymore. It is a choice that i'm talking about. We as a human was blessed with a beautiful and complex mind equipped with knowledge to assist in determining in every action we take. Of course the choices we had to made comprised 2 consequences whether it is good or bad, beneficial or harmful and so on so forth. So it is obvious that choices had play a major role in our life. The power of choices. They are everywhere. In family matters, educations, financial, economics, social life, way of thinking...and the list goes..

I must admit as a human, I certainly had make a wrong choices for many times. I regretted all that what i've done wrongly, to other people or to myself. Apart from that there are some good news inside of that. It made me realised that from a simple choice can lead us into a big disaster in our life and it is so hard to steer it back to normal. But i have to accept it anyhow, as a matter of fact past events are shaping us, like I am now. I'm not saying i'm good, but it teaches me how big the power of choices we had. But still the process of making choices is going on and on and on.

Sindrom Kurang Daya Tahan Mengantuk Di Pejabat

Artikel kali ini di tulis adalah tidak lain dan tidak bukan untuk menghilangkan rasa mengantuk yang amat sangat setelah membelasah nasi lauk ayam masak merah dan ayam gulai kedai Kak Dah tepi stesen petronas Padang Tembak apabila masa rehat tadi. Selesai solat zuhur dan memeriksa beberapa payment untuk supplier di komputer aku selepas rehat tadi, kepala aku menjadi tiba-tiba berat. Tangan aku kaku. Aku tidak dapat mencapai tetikus lagi. kakiku seolah dipaku kemas. Segala urat saraf ku mengalirkan darah yang beku dan tepu. Rasa mengantuk dah tak dapat di bendung lagi. Aku seperti mahu meraung, tapi suaraku tidak kedengaran. Awan hitam aku perhatikan melitupi ruang minda ku. Aku cuba menghalang, tapi aku seolah diikat pada satu tiang yang terpacak di tengah gurun pada waktu malam. Aku sudah tak sedarkan diri lagi..(Tido lah tu)...zzzzZZZzzzZZZzzz....

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Mujurlaa kawe dok di negeri kelate

Good morning and selamat pagi for all malaysian. No matter what happen yesterday or the day before that, we still got up early in this morning as usual heading out to our respective office. What happen last night like "anwar keno rigak lah" itulah, inilah..Emm..for sure it left something unpleasant to our ear to hear about it but no matter what happenned it has to be the police that know how to do their job. Let them do what they're paid for.
On the way to office me and my wife has an argument whether "yo lo ko dok anwar tu pen punggung ore ??"..I just quoting what anwar had said for so many time earlier that this is a repeating method used to trap him and bring him down to the ground and kills his political career. My wife at first, agree with me but later on show a great doubt about a possibility of anwar not really did the 'suntut' thing like saiful bahari claimed. What if he really did it..?? For me?..Humm..i'm not so sure about anwar's background but it makes me wonder whether is it true like some other people said of the 'conspiracy theory' exists in UMNO and Barisan Nasional leader this day. If it is true then Malaysia is no longer a happy place to live in anymore. But if it is not, (if really anwar did it to saiful,or any other person before), Malaysia also is not a good environment for my future child or anybody else's to live in. First, how can we educate our society when the top person in community is practising 'jalan belakang' thing and also how would i explain this kind of thing to my children?? It is a lose-lose situation here.
Well entahlah..Luckily in kelantan we do not have any rally or demonstration yet. In Kelantan so far we can see if any occasion arise we gathered to perform 'semaye hajat' and followed by bihun or nasi belauk as a refreshments. Whether the majlis is small like "ajok ore atas balaisoh jah" or a whole village. It doesn't matter. It goes the same for any issue regarding our country. We will semaye hajat at stadium or any other big place. There is a big differences between gathered for demonstration or performing semaye hajat. Sometimes it is better to ask from god rather than showing our 'peranga huduh' to other people or government or to the police because they're also have their peranga huduh.
The newspaper is almost sold out i think but i did not really care as long as there is a suratkhabar to wrap my nasi belauk pagi for RM 1.50 hehe. Sometimes i think mainstream newspaper is best for nasi belauk only. They aren't honest with their profession. Reading them is like having a food without water. hard to swallow, hard to believe. They're just keep saying all the government actions is right..But what happen to 'sometimes not right' time. Are they have the guts to say it wrong?? Haaa??
So here i am now at my office and i keep hearing all the same issue being discussed. Reading all kind of news in the net. Pro and cons. but i don't know what to say..but i keep saying to myself..."mujurla aku dok kelate"

Monday, July 14, 2008

some kind of introduction i think..

hello and welcome to my new blog. For the first time i try to be a blogger and i feel great.. I know that my new cyber dimension here is not as great as those people which had been blogging for long time. but its okay for me to try it out..hehe..
thanks for all.especially syed mahazan for introducing me to this new kind of thing to me.thanks to malaysian government who had been trying to shut those bloggers down from their activity (but so far not quite succeeded) thanks to raja petra kamarudin of Malaysia Today of which made my eyes open wide and inspired people to read alternative article on the web and thanks for abdullah ahmad badawi for the petrol hikes recently.. You made me and everybody else life suck!!long live Pak Lah(may you see the consequences of your decision in the upcoming day).
sorry.
i will start my writing later on..just you wait!!